Monday, December 31, 2012

Changes in Perspective


I hope you all had a wonderful Christmas, or ambiguous multiple days of happiness, as the case may be. I have returned from the village, but have many more things to say first so I'll leave that for my next post.

I am beginning with the trip I took with my papa for the weekend before going to the village. Our first event was an event officializing money received from a French-based agency to construct a university campus. The French ambassador was there, and it was all very official, with lots of titles and photographs. Cameroonians seem to be obsessed with these things, always "Thank you Monsieur the Ministre of This, Monsieur the Ministre of That..." I've noticed this phenomenon at other conferences too, I don't know if I've mentioned it to you before. Seems like rather a waste of time to me, and detracts from points which could otherwise be interesting in someone's speech. I also had a random attendee ask to take my photograph. It reminded me of a time when Chelsey, the other white girl on the program, was approached by a mother in her neighborhood (who she knows a bit, but not well) who wanted a photo of her baby and Chelsey. I'm sure it was pretty much because she is white. I don't find it weird these days when someone calls me "la blanche," but I think it's strange when there are gorgeous women with smooth ebony skin who say "I want skin like yours," and there are products advertised everywhere to "clarify" the skin. On the contrary, in the U.S. many people go to tanning booths or use cremes to become darker. What are we looking for? Someday in the Future, I suppose, we will all be a métissage, mixed race with medium skin tones. Are we looking to hurry that process for some sort of misguided ideal? Here, anyway, being white is associated with power, money, prestige. The West is the white world, the Christian world, and those adjectives generally apply to everyone that lives in the U.S. or Europe. Also, most people in elevated positions, or with a higher level of education, spent time studying in France or occasionally Germany before returning to Cameroon. Vestiges of colonialism are everywhere.


In other news (bit of a tangent there), after the conference, Papa and I went to the funeraille (funeral, like I mentioned before, but not too sad) that was planned. The evening portion consisted of eating, drinking, and chatting, with more dancing traditions the next day, which we missed to go to a different funeraille in a village elsewhere. Then we headed back to the house we were staying. I found myself giving a shrug when I realized I was sharing a bunk bed with 5 children, and rather more of a sigh of resignation when the sheets were filled with sand. I don't know if I would have had the same reaction at the beginning of my semester.

We went to Bamenda in the morning, to visit a woman my papa knew. She was taking care of her son, who had been a good student before apparently working too hard and mentally cracking. They tried to heal him with prayer first, which didn't work, and now he is in a colony of sorts to be healed by traditional magic. He was listless, didn't speak much, and wore handcuffs on his hands and feet to prevent him from running away into nature again. I had no idea what to say, and we only spent a few minutes before continuing on our way.

We also visited a waterfall, which used to be a place where colonizers would drop bodies they wanted to get rid of, and is now a place of sacrifice, so there were little shrines and pieces of food everywhere.



On a final note, I will tell you that I have fallen in love with the trees here. I admit I have always loved trees, the soft, infinitely green forests of New Zealand and the majestic pines of Montana. Here they are familiar and foreign at the same time, a world apart and somehow entirely together. They have such variety and timelessness. We pass in the car (only minor car problems this time) and I want to stare at each one for at least three minutes like a piece of art. I've talked about my pain at seeing the trucks carrying enormous trunks; I get a similar achy, upset feeling seeing them as when I think of all the people I love and miss back home. Love, indeed.

This is not a great photo, there are many worse that I've seen...


Peace.

Thursday, December 20, 2012

Marriage


Hello everyone,
It's been a little while again. No travel means few adventures to tell you about. Also I had lots of exams, and therefore little time. I am now officially on break, and will return to school in January to finish up a couple classes before returning stateside (!).

I did go to a marriage in Douala last weekend. Douala is very hot and sweaty. The marriage was lovely - Friday night was the traditional ceremony, and then Saturday the civil ceremony and reception like in the US. They are apparently going to do the marriage in the church later. My host father played the role of head of the family for the groom. There were lots of jokes and teasing (I'm looking for the woman that can make traditional macabos (which are kind of like potatoes) for me!). It is tradition to bring out multiple girls hidden under a sheet to see if the real one can be recognized, and give money to the family before the real girl is brought out. My host dad said things like "This is the girl that  makes cous-cous, not macabos!" to the amusement of the gallery. Also, I had to have my host mother translate for me because most of the ceremony was in one of the traditional languages. It was a relief to hear French, which I can understand (this also exemplifies the progression of my French!). Anyway finally the right girl was brought out, and they had to give more money to bring her to the groom. Words were said, and after a long final discussion about money, the heads of families drank palm wine and ate vita kola, a traditional bitter nut-type food. Then we could all eat.

This is finally the bride, but we had to put money down for the "plane ticket" to get her to the groom

Palm wine

The next day was essentially how weddings happen in the U.S. The bride and groom both looked lovely (although she is very young, 20 years old!) and it was all emotional and happy. My parents and I left a little early to visit a number of friends and relatives in the city before returning to Yaoundé the next day.

I'm going to another funeraille in the West with my family this weekend, and then I'm planning to stay in the West and stay with a different family in a village there for the week to experience a different life than that of the city. I've been wanting to do that for a while, and unfortunately the timing has never been good. Going now means that I will miss Christmas with my host family here, which I'm really bummed about, but I'll return for the New Year's celebration, which is apparently more important. It also means that I won't be using the internet for a while, so I'm going to wish you all Merry Christmas now! It's my first Christmas not with my real family and friends back home, which is weird and sad. I miss you all!

I made a cake for my brother's birthday the other day, which was awesome. I miss baking a lot, so was quite delighted to have the chance (although never the same when I don't have my real mother with me). I did it at a friend's house because she has an oven, so I'm not sure if it'll happen again.

That's all for now. I have much more to tell you about culture here generally, but I imagine there won't be many more posts. After I return from the village there is the grand fête, and then classes start again, and I'll have to be working madly before leaving because I leave before the semester technically ends. Then, I leave. Yikes.

Friday, December 7, 2012

Adventures in the West

This is me trying to get you up to date so that my posts are not always way behind my life.
Last weekend, I went to a village in the west. It was rather all of a sudden, my friend had been invited by another friend and asked me if I wanted to come along, and of course I appreciate every chance to get out the city and see more of the country. Our program director was not super happy because she didn't have time to check up carefully on everything. But, off we went.

Again I very much enjoyed the roadtrip. We ended up leaving later than planned, which meant we got to Bafoussam pretty late, which is the big city near the village, Dschang. Map (again):
Worldatlas
Bafoussam is apparently where the richest Cameroonians live, and the houses certainly showed that. West is the region of the Bamiléké people (the friends we were travelling with are Bamiléké), who have been described to me somewhat as the Jews of Cameroon. They have historically controlled much of the money transfers, many have lots of money, and are often more intelligent than average. They also have a particular shape, with a full behind. 

Anyway we continued past Bafoussam in the dark, got to a hotel to drop off our things, and then continued again to the village hidden on a dirt track. I was afraid we were going to get the car stuck in a hole, because that happens quite easily and frequently here. Reminded me of searching for weather balloons on farmland in eastern Montana. We arrived at the house without problem (we were going with a Cameroonian lawyer who works in France, but had to return to his village for a family meeting, and insisted that we see a village in the west). There were no lights at the house, and it was rather chilly (for once). However, there were a number of family members that arrived, and soon we were all given beers (I don't know if I've mentioned already that everyone drink an enormous quantity of beer here. Too bad I'm not a huge fan) and had a fire going. We sat around the fire drinking and talking for a while, while the Family Members discussed their Affairs, and finally left to go back to the hotel.

The house in Dschang
Morning came early without much sleep. I was pleased to be able to see the route this time in daylight. We arrived again at the house. For breakfast, we ate tarot, which is kind of like potatoes, with sauce jaune (yellow sauce) and poisson fumé. The tarot was mashed and you scoop it up with your fingers, and have to absolutely clean the plate before giving it back.


Chelsey and Larissa and I ended up sitting outside discussing the world for a while. How we love being in nature, eating plants that we can see growing. We talked about the problems with exportation, and were getting quite riled up. It does make me so angry seeing the potential of the country getting shipped off! Watching giant trucks pass on the road with enormous, beautiful tree trunks makes me want to turn radical and chain myself to a tree (I’ve seen trucks carrying trees so thick there’s only one trunk on the enormous bed). Or stop the driver and started screaming at him. You see this enterprise of exportation in other forms, too. I was really excited about exploring chocolate here, because it grows here, but there is almost no chocolate in the country because the raw beans get shipped of to factories in Europe, who produce the actual product. The “chocolate” spread of Chococam, the Cameroonian company, is mostly sugar and peanuts. Domage.

Cacao plant
We left a little after midday, with hugs and kisses for all. It took a while to say goodbye and we had to wait to get the car fixed a bit, so we took off rather later than anticipated.



The road on the way back was, as one can imagine, much the same, although we got to see a different area by daylight. We stopped en route to buy prunes (which are not, in fact, plums, which is the French translation, but a funny fruit that you have to cook with a soft (no juice), slightly sour interior) and plantains and have a beer (including, by the way, the driver – there are no drunk driving laws and everyone is very used to beer). However, it was getting late, and when we continued once again on our journey the sun was sinking quickly.

Entrance to a chiefdom, with the characteristic roof

The roads in Cameroon are very badly maintained. The route I usually take in Yaoundé from my house to school is filled with potholes, some so big that taxis often get stuck in the holes (which makes traffic that much worse, although there is surprisingly little road rage, probably due to the more relaxed African attitude). Also, everyone drives like a crazy person, superfast and passing without really watching. Anyway, as it was getting dark we hit a huge hole in the road, and shockingly enough got a flat tire. Pulled over, pulled out the flashlights, and changed it. However, by that time it was definitely dark, and within 10 minutes we hit another hole, and received another flat tire (the same one, in fact). We didn’t have another extra, so we flagged down a car and sent our driver away to find another one while we waited by the side of the road. It was not a very safe place to wait, as cars were passing ridiculously quickly. But, wait we did.

Perhaps an hour later, a truck stopped and two men hopped out to tell us that the road wasn’t safe to be on. They talked a little too much, but eventually we sent one of them off to get a cord to pull the car to a better location. Upon his return, we realized that our driver had taken the keys, and also left his cell phone (which was low on battery) in the car. The car was old enough that we were able to attach it to the truck and move without being blocked by security measures, but our driver then had no way to find us. However, off we went, the three girls in the truck and the lawyer manning the car. The two men regaled us with stories of people stranded, attacked, and violated on the same road. Thanks, man, really helping my confidence. I started imagining at what point to jump out, but then we stopped at a small center where there were people and a restaurant, and managed to pull the car over. So, no problems. Whew.

Thus began the long waiting game, with no way to get in touch with the driver. We sent a few motorcycles back to look for him (thinking that he would probably have returned with a new tire after all this time) but no luck. Ended up sleeping (or trying) in the car for a bit, which again did not feel safe. Finally (around 2am I think), a bus passed, and the lawyer decided enough was enough. We left the car, brought all our stuff, and hopped on the bus to Yaoundé, which was about an hour and a half away. I was sitting up front (it was rather more like a giant van than a real bus), and don’t think I’ve ever had a more nerve-wracking voyage. Every hole in the road made me afraid we’d pop a tire, and we were driving along so fast, I could imagine us tipping over… didn’t help that I’d taken out my contacts and couldn’t see the road that well.

Eventually, we arrived in Yaoundé, without problems (I became angry again at the passing trucks carrying trees). We all slept at the lawyer’s house (I even managed to send off a quick email to my dad in the U.S. wishing him happy birthday – hope you had a nice, calm day!).

Can’t say it was the most rejuvenating of weekends, but all in all I have no regrets about the trip. I really loved seeing the village, and though we had quite an adventure, no harm done, and I’ve learned my lesson (no more travelling at night. Ever.). I was going to go west again this weekend with my family, but unfortunately the trip was cancelled. Perhaps it’s for the best, as I have a few exams next week (official finals don’t happen until January, but these classes are finished so we decided collectively to take the finals earlier). Good luck on your own finals, Bowdoin friends!

Sunset on the road









Tuesday, December 4, 2012

Voyage to Paradise

What adventures I am having! I had quite an exciting weekend again. However, I must start by telling you about Limbé. Wouldn’t want you to be confused about the order of events.

We get one excursion per semester with the program, and ours happened to fall on Thanksgiving. So that Thursday, we travelled to the coast, to explore Anglophone Cameroun, and spend some time at the beach. To get you oriented, here is a map of Cameroon:

Courtesy of wikitravel.org
Yaoundé you see in the center, a bit south-west. Limbé is on the coast, west past Douala (Douala is the economic capital, with one of the biggest ports in Central Africa. It was such an important port that the colonizers fought over control of Cameroon just for Douala). Anglophone Cameroon is the lump sticking out on the left. The two beach vacation spots in Cameroon are Limbé and Kribé; I have yet to make the comparison, but Limbé was pretty much perfect. Also, there was hot running water in the hotel! And what’s more, drinkable water! Beach + hot water = paradise (our drôle French friend who joined us for the trip said also that air conditioning was the best invention of man, after woman and hot water).

Paradise.

The road trip itself was quite interesting, I always love getting out of the city to see more of what I think of as real African life (although what real life anywhere is I have yet to find out). I talked about agriculture a few posts ago, and this trip expanded my perspective quite a bit. Particularly in the west, there are many, many plantations, largely leftover from German control and taken over by (in the Anglophone part anyway) the British. The soil is super fertile due to Mount Cameroon, which is a volcano (which also meant that the sand on the beach was black). We saw many banana plantations, palm plantations, and took a mini tour of a rubber plantation: caoutchouc, which is a lot like maple syrup tapping:

Banana plantation
Rubber tree! The white "blood" is then taken to be processed and made into rubber.
The problem is that most of these crops don’t benefit the people of Cameroon. Despite the fertile soil, there remain starving people in the region, because most of the agriculture is for export. The money for these crops likely goes to a select few who are in the business or in government, not the actual workers, who live in houses like this:


We also saw a market near the Nigerian border, of a certain kind of leaf that mostly only grows here… but gets exported to Nigeria. We weren’t supposed to take pictures (more because of delicate army operations in the area surrounding the Bakassi region, which is in dispute between Cameroon and Nigeria largely due to its oil resources)...


Then finally, the beach! No words can describe how much I love la plage: waves, sand, coconuts… Magnifique! We ate poisson braisé that night for dinner right on the beach.  

Nom. Eat with fingers, and spit out the bones.

The next day, we visited Bimbia, which is the site of the first missions in Cameroon. This was Protestant, built by Joseph Merrick in 1844. Missions really began colonization, preparing the people for Western takeover (okay, I’m a little cynical, but  I think within reason).



The Group. Cameroonians are obsessed with taking photos.

The same area was a slave trade post. We learn a lot about the history of slavery in the U.S., but to see the other end was something not a lot of people get to experience. According to our professor, slaves from Cameroon weren’t well liked because they were stubborn and aggressive. This personality type was manifested again in the struggle for independence, as Cameroon was the only sub-Saharan state in Africa to have a war for independence.

Nature has taken over where they used to hold auctions, with people chained to a post. Unbelievable. 
Saturday we hiked up Mont Cameroun (it hasn’t been spewing lava for a few years, don’t worry). We didn’t go all the way to the summit, because that takes a few days and you have to be fit and with gear for the cold, etc., but even so it was quite a hike! I was enormously happy to be in nature again, exploring the tropical forest, doing something physical (I have been losing lots of muscle here—particularly after my summer of not having a car and biking everywhere, hooray for the Yellow Bike Club—Cameroonians don’t like to walk very much and it’s hard to find the time to faire du sport). Afterwards we went again to the beach, lots of body surfing, and we even rode horses (although, they were rather recalcitrant and not entirely worth it). A good time was had by all.

Mont Cameroun: le Char des Dieux (this is higher up, above the forest line - the terrain changed a lot as we went up)
Finally we had to leave. On the way back we passed again the point of reunification of the two Cameroons. Anglophones in Cameroon do have some minority issues – how they don’t get profit from the fertile agriculture of the region, for example. Also we found that most the Anglophones also spoke French pretty well, while many Francophones don’t speak much English, although the country is supposed to be perfectly bilingual. We stopped in Douala to eat a fantastic Senegalese lunch at the house of an aunt of one of the students (might have been my favorite meal here). In Douala, we also visited a couple monuments, such as the statue of General Leclerc, a French general who helped control Cameroon. There are almost no monuments of Cameroonian nationalists, but many of the French, showing how the influence continues. The British were better (if there is a better) colonizers than the French, because they always knew that the colonies would be independent one day, while the French wanted to keep her empire. To this day, Cameroonians talk extensively on the continued impact of France on the country, particularly economically, giving proof to the notion of néo-colonialsme. Also, it was fascinating to see the leftovers from German rule, because we don't talk much about German colonies—well-made bridges that still exist, and of course the plantations—apparently the Germans are good at making things last.

I almost cried on the way home because we had to leave and go back to the city. Maybe I can find a way to return over Christmas break.

Wednesday, November 28, 2012

The History of Time


Before I tell you about my fantastic Thanksgiving on the beach (in a separate post), I figured I’d better describe the weekend before last. Invited by our history professor with the program, we went to a deuil, which is kind of like a funeral celebration. We only attended part of the weekend’s activities—after the tears—the festivities. One of the main reasons we went was to see traditional dancing, which was a big part of the celebration. The more dance groups you invite, the more important the person who died. Well, there certainly were lots of dance groups. One tradition is to hold money up to your forehead, dance to the middle of a group and drop the money on a dancer.



We all wanted to participate in the dancing, and were encouraged, so:


As you can (hopefully) see, I had a pretty good time. One of the reasons I wanted to go to Africa was to experience traditional events like this. And to think, we were still in the middle of the city!

Time has an interesting rapport here. It’s a mix between age-old traditions, like these dances or using a giant mortar-and-pestle to prepare dinner over a fire, and new-fangled toys—Blackberries, taxis, ovens. My classmates always have varied clothing: one day a full traditional costume or dress in a classic vibrant fabric, the next jeans, a T-shirt, and wedge heels. Walking down the cobbled streets of Europe, or viewing pieces of Egyptian hieroglyphics in a museum, I get the sense of having a connection with something ancient, deep in the past. Here, I don’t find that—the buildings aren’t particularly old, there aren’t many landmarks dating back to the umpteenth century—but there is a certain timeless about life here. Certain cultural aspects have remained the same for much longer than Notre Dame Cathedral or the Liberty Bell existed.

Anyway more coming (I’m sorry, I feel like I keep saying that. But, seriously), hopefully lots of pictures of Anglophone Cameroon, the mountain, and the beach. Hope you all had a wonderful Thanksgiving as well!

P.S. I added more pictures to my food post, so check back.

Wednesday, November 21, 2012

On Food

One of my goals here has been to examine food and agriculture systems here. Also, I know many of you are interested in what I'm eating.

I'm a bit obsessed with local agriculture, and going to the farmer's market every week in the summer, etc. in the U.S. One aspect of note here is that all agriculture is local. You have to buy all fruits, vegetables, meat, fish, chickens at any of the various markets interspersed throughout the city. Yaoundé has many trees and greenery throughout the city, so often a bunch of plantains or a deliciously ripe papaya will have come from within the city. There are western-style supermarkets for packaged products (and cheese and butter, which don't exist otherwise), but for general meal-cooking purposes all shopping is done at the markets. So, for the most part food is fresh. 

I will say that I do not eat many fruits and vegetables here. Occasionally there will be a salad with a meal (generally consisting of carrots, and maybe some tomatoes or avocado), and some sauces have tomatoes or are made of crushed leaves of manioc, for example. And fruit, though prolific, is often just for special occasions. However, I have definitely been enjoying the super flavorful pineapple, papaya, bananas (5 cents each), oranges... the list goes on. 

I've been trying to learn how to cook certain foods here - often in mass quantity with my family because there are so many children. Here is a picture of us stripping leaves to be ground up:

























Making fufu, or cous-cous (not the same as Western cous-cous), using plantain leaves and the red palm oil. At the market, you can buy big bags of the ground root used to make cous-cous, it looks at little like cement mix.



The grinding process: Typical mortar and pestle (although very large). All of this is done outside behind the house, next to where the fire is. 


I did succeed in finally getting around to making cookies with my sisters recently! I felt skilled because we made them in a fire (no oven!), although it ended up as one cookie (the second batch purposely) and was rather complicated, so I'm not sure if we'll do it again. We made crepes the next day with the rest of the ingredients. Yum!

Francesca was pretty excited abou the cookies
"Oven"


Most main dishes here have some form of fish, chicken, beans (or other legumes, possibly ground up and mixed with corn), or (rarely) meat, accompanied with rice or plantains. I think I've already mentioned my love for beignets-haricots, fried dough served with beans. It is delicious. I admit to not being a huge fan of sauce arachids, peanut sauce, most often with poisson fumé (which tends to be a little dry...) on rice. It's interesting, my taste buds have had to adjust to flavors here. I find that Americans are used to many international flavors, there are always Mexican or Thai or Mediterranean restaurants.  However, most African flavors are completely foreign - every once one could find an Ethiopean restaurant, but that's about it.

Sometimes when I miss American food I take a brief respite from French and read NPR's food blog, The Salt, which is great. Although, it doesn't really help the problem of my missing cooking with cheese and the like.

I have lots more to say on the subject of food (what a surprise), but I'll leave it for now. Off to the beach tomorrow! Have an awesome Thanksgiving! I am sad to miss it (a holiday dedicated solely to food and company, what could be better?).

Saturday, November 17, 2012

Background Check


Hello Hello! Sorry for neglecting you! Thank you for all of you that have sent me emails, I always love hearing from you and it really is wonderful to know what you are up to, even if it makes me miss you all more.

November is turning into Crazy Work Month. Good thing I got my health back, because I have exposés (group presentations) coming up in a couple classes, and then exams (some before and some after Christmas - in case you didn't know, I'm staying here until the middle of January, so will be participating in the grand fête [party] de Noël [Christmas] here). Also, we're planning a voyage in western Cameroon next weekend, which exacerbates the time crunch. But, ça va aller.

I've been posting about my life here, but I realize that many of you probably don't know a whole lot about Cameroon. Well, we'll start with a map (I'm getting good at drawing maps of Africa and Cameroon from scratch, but when there is internet it is much easier):

http://www.worldatlas.com/webimage/countrys/africa/cm.htm

As you know, Cameroon is in Africa. Central Africa. It is often called "Africa in Miniature" because the variation in climate and ethnicities is thought to be representative of Africa as a whole. The north is a more desert region, predominately Muslim, whereas the southern part of the country is more tropical. Yaoundé is in the center. 

The history of Cameroon is fairly representative of Africa as well. It began primarily under German control (although always contested, because it's in a nice middle position geo-strategically, particularly with the important port of Douala). After the first world war, the Germans were chased from the territory, and France and Britain shared the country (although it was technically a mandate of the League of Nations, it was administered by France in the south and a small piece by the British in the west, who connected it with Nigeria). Pieces of everything! There is now a Francophone part and an Anglophone part, although the Francophone region is larger. However, the country is bilingual (as many people in the street or in taxis will tell me). Attending conferences, for example, everyone speaks either French or English, and is expected to understand both. This prevents the confusion that might arise from misspeaking in a language you are not yet a master of. I think this is great for the program: in Yaoundé, we speak French in class and with our families and have a real assimilation in the language, but if there is a medical problem or other emergency there are people who speak English. Also, the students all take English classes and I've found some good bonding time helping my brothers and sisters with their English homework. 

Like many African countries, Cameroon hasn't had a great political record in terms of democracy and participation. I've talked a little about corruption before; November 6th marked the 30 year anniversary of the President Biya in power. Before him, there was only one other president after independence, 20 years in power. Examining why has to do with domineering colonial power structure being transferred to the new chef, and a host of other possible factors. What to do about it is even more complex: questions about removing recognition by Western powers, internal movements, both, or something else. This is not yet the space for that full discussion.

A quick note on the title of my blog: I am not really Francophone, because French isn't my maternal language. But, French is a goal of being here, and by the time I thought about it enough it was too late to change the title. In any case, I am indeed an American in Cameroon (although, working on being a Cameroonian in Cameroon).

I have another post coming soon. Cheers as ever!

Saturday, November 3, 2012

Silver Linings


I am pretty much all better now! Hooray. And though it certainly was not fun, being sick has a few good points:

I now have these great new sheets with giraffes and antelopes! They are quite delightful. Here is a picture:


Also, as you can see I have discovered how to fix up my bednet during the day, so now it’s like I have princess curtains around my bed, which is pleases the little girl in me.

I am back to being constipated, which is much preferable to diarrhea. I had been wondering.

I also know how to properly take a shower with a bucket! Heat water in the kettle (even a little helps tremendously) and mix with cold water in the bucket. Then pour water over yourself using, for example, an empty margarine container. Not terribly difficult or complicated, but I didn’t know to ask for a margarine container before. When I was sick my mama prepared it all for me. Now you know too (and it uses so much less water than a normal shower!).

There are a few more lasting negative effects. The week before I was sick I felt like I was starting to fit it, going out with friends and really truly enjoying myself. Then I became ill and was in rather a bad mood for a while, not a good space for trying to appreciate another culture, and I was feeling rather like I wanted to go home. Now, I have the sense that I have to start over again being comfortable here, which is really frustrating. I’m almost halfway through with my time in Cameroon (two and a half months left out of four) and I think it’s time to be happy. Ça va aller (it will come).

On another note, we’ve decided with the program that it’s better to take less graded classes at the university, which means I have a little more time to spend with family and friends (no more 15 page paper on human rights). Hopefully that means I’ll be able to post a little more too. My papa is gone for a few weeks – he is a chemistry professor and is off teaching a course in Gabon for two weeks. Professors here do that frequently. It’s the reason the schedule at university is so confusing, because professors and therefore their classes come and go randomly. Anyway, I am sad not to have papa here, he is a good person to talk with (as well as his philosophic friend in the nearby village, Benoit). But Sunday tomorrow! Which means family time and possibly mass. Cheers!